Intoxicating

Inebriating,
Distance creating,
And emotional feeling that is frustrating.

3 years can not simply be torn apart.
To much has built into more than just a feeling from the heart.

I refuse,
bad news,
you chose,
to give me without a fight or blowing a fuse.

Every little part of me,
can see,
what should be,
an everlasting existence for us D.

My best critic,
You offer your thoughts unlike a cynic.

Why can you not see,
just exactly what you mean to me?

Take away this fear of elated,
jaded,
and emancipated,

grief.

Like a beautiful rose will die without a leaf
We should chose to not let this just be an end based on a past thought or belief.

Destiny?
And elaborate mess we have an option to put in the past and set aside and show no pity.

Left with my head on sideways,
I can not understand why you allow or even ponder this demise for this many days.

We can no longer look into each other eyes.
Can you try to see this and not allow the life of lies?

What we have always thought was the way it should be till death comes about.
It is what we are programed to think even if we have no understanding to the word doubt.

It can eradicate any happiness
It can provide you a feeling loneliness.
Even on a night of such tenderness.

I get it,
You resent

Me and my ways,
Because I neglected you us on many days.

So sorry I am, I wish you could forgive me now so we could work on whats to come.
This has shaken me up more than you think. I hope that one day it is me that you run;

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We were once new,
People thought we had such a great partnership me and you.

You intoxicate,
should I elaborate?
You have always been, and will always be my one and only mate,
to date.