Friday, June 24, 2005

I am so broke...

I can't pay attention...

... soooo old ... but I am for real, you see - It is actually true for me... Read on to understand what I mean. I have adhd and that makes me special in a sick kind of way... Ok, I am just trying to make fun of my issue here. Some people can deal with it and wouldn't know how to deal without being that way.

I on the other hand have a very hard time concentrating. I guess I have had this for pretty much my entire adult life but didnt really know what it was. I just dealt with it thinking it was me. You dont know what it feels like to feel like you can't get anything done. Or feeling like you are in a room full or windows that have different scenes looking out of them and they are all open and you want to look out all of them but you are really hungery. You have a full plate of food to eat in front of you. I think that's probably the best way to explain it.

I say I am broke because I dont have medical.
My job doesnt provide it for me yet.

A job he says? Yes I work at GNC.

Oh boy here we go... But if you work at GNC, dont they have some herbal thing you can take? Yeah sure they have something, but I am also not into scientology like Tom Cruise is into it... Opps see there you go, that adhd again.

In a nut shell it says that all illnesses or wrong ways we think is from what we think and or are raised to believe from our childhood.. Ok well thats at least how I took it. Seems understandable to me. And I do think that people can overcome obsticales such as adhd or other psychological illnesses. That has been proven and documented with the use of the placebo effect.

One thing that I do think is such absolute BS is that we can control all of our situations that happen to us. It's a fact that tragidy happens. Some things we really do have no control over. As Zig Ziglar says, " You can't always keep what you have, but you can keep what you are."

Well, right now I are broke(pardon my intentional slang). So broke that bums offer me money. Do I like being like this. HELL NO! I suppose I have it better than others. And it could be worse.

Anyway, that's where I am in life. And it's a sad shame to admit it. I am sure I am not alone either. I know things will get better. But I have to make them get better.

Well that does it for my rant about being broke. If your reading this and want to share what you think please do.

Be sure and rant your butt off.
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